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| Well I feel large. I feel short and fat. After eating some sun chips not too long ago I said to myself "Jenna. You're going to throw up. Because you're getting out of shape" I said "I'm always out of shape,shut up" And then myself said "Well you're going to start throwing up again."
I hope it doesn't come to that. I want to stop barfing after chomping away. I'm going on a diet... It's easy to say.
Any great ideas anyone could give me? I'll take any advice..I'm sure it's better than sitting in front of a toilet.
I went to the library and got the book "Helter Skelter" That book makes me cry. It's horrid and disqusting. But I found two pictures in it. As if someone was book marking the pages.
They are pictures of some bikers at a biker stop bar...area. It's really halarious and my brother and I laughed really hard.
Oh it's been so long since I last posted. Adam and my relationship ended. That was for the best. It wasn't that great of a relationship. We had a fun time. I wish we could be closer friends now then we are. But we'll see. He's busy with work. I'm actually liking a boy from Kentucky. And talking with a man from my town..(my oldest brothers friend) I'm young. I just need to pray. God has control of my life. He's an awesome God and holds my future in His hands.
I need to type more often..It felt good. And please anyone about the diet thing? I'd be greatful. | | |
| I'm at Adam's.
I was at OCB's with Sari,OCB,Trish,and Adam.
I'm having a hell of a time.
Uhhhm Adam went to the gas station.
It's like 1 in the morning.
He should be back any minute.
I miss him haha.
Okay.
there is a kittttty cat laying on my lap.
THE END.
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| Well as some know.
I had a pet rat named Sylvia.
Named after my favorite poet.
In fact,I read her poetry...(may sound stupid to some,but I think she enjoyed it.)
Sylvia,my rat,was darling,smart and beautiful.
For the past month or so I've noticed her getting sick.(weak,not eating,sluggish movement,so on...)
Then a few weeks ago I found a tumor on her neck.
It went away. So I'm thinking it was just a fatty tumor.
Well I love my Sylvia and always will.
She escaped about three days ago.
She has gotten out of her cage before and we found her right away..
She would crawl through the vent (that is open) in my room to the one in the kitchen (Every time)
She'd go out in the open and be found by us.
Like a game or something.
Well she hasn't come back and I've been in tears.
First of all I'm worried because she's been sick.
And I hate the fact that in my head I think she wont be coming back...
Whenever I look at her cage in my room.
I start to tear up.
I can't get ready anymore and not have her little arm reach out to try to grab my shirt.(Her cage is close to my mirror.)
I found a picture,last night that made me sob like a little girl. Every time I look at it I start to cry...
Sylvia is right behind me in this photo... 
If she doesn't return to me in a few more days...
I don't know what I'll do.
I'm going to mourn a little while.
Have a service held in my back yard.
If anyone wants to join,that knew her,be my guest.
That is all. | | |
| Friday: Adam and Sari came over.
Adam gave me a hug and kiss.
Sari did the same?
We all went off to the barn and played.
Thhhen Adam and Sari came back to my place and we stayed up for awhile.
Sari,Phil,and Cody all went outside to hang out.( 11:something PM)
Me and Adam stayed in my room watching Tommy Boy and snuggling ^^
He stayed until about 3:30-4 AM? I don't know but I fell asleep.
And I think he did for a little too.
We were both awfully tired.
I cried when he left me. : [
Saturday: I wake up in my warm bed and move a little to see Saridear on the floor.
We both notice we're awake and start chitchatting.
We walk to the park.
Take a break.
Then lala go to her house and smilesmilesmile Happy Sweetest Day.
I buy Adam a tooth brush that glows.(Well it like flashes)
Two boxes of candy (One gummy bears and the other chocolate chip cookie dough bites)
Bubble bath with a rubber ducky on it (It smells good...and It was cute)
And I made him my own card.
Made out of a box.
It turned out well,kinda like a story book.
So after all that fun stuff I called Adam from Sari's (Now Adam and I couldn't see eachother because his truck tire was being a douche,God Bless the truck though.He wont have it much longer : [ ...)
Made sure he was home later that night (I planned to surprise him)
Todd came over(Love of my life)
And Me Sari and Todd went to Meijer...broke some things.
Left and went to Wal-Mart then picked Chip up.
Went back to Wal-Mart and hung out.
Enough of that let's go to the night time fun.
NIGHT TIME FUN: Weeellll. We got OCB's keys (I love that man) We (Me,Sari,Chip,Todd,and Gerg) went to hang out at OCB's..Had some fun fun fun wont go into detail.
"Oh my gosh!! You know what they are doing in there?????" - Todd (I wont say the rest)
Holy fudge I had fun.
Adam surprised me later by stopping by and he took so good care of me and Sari...Bless his heart.
(I forgot to type.Darling Gerg drove me to Adam's house to give him the present. He was smiling and I was smiling.He picked me up and hugged me..I kissed him. Then I left back to OCB's Oh I didn't want to leave him.)
Now... Adam came and stayed (I think he was watching over me...protecting me in a way.)
I had called him earlier...Acting a little weird,that's why.
Then after a scare...He drove me and Sari to his place and dropped us off.
Making sure we were safe inside.
He gave me his cell just in case.
I took care of Sari that night.
Worrying sick over Adam and Todd.
He called a few times. I called a few times.
Constant worry.
But then Sari finally fell asleep.
Adam finally came home.
And we were all happy.
That's all I'm going to type because this is too long.
-The End-
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| For the past,oh 4 days?
My damn tooth has been making me want to sob.
It's growing in and making the bottom row of teeth scream at me in pain along with my jaw,ear and throat,
All on the left side.
I'm going to get it removed. "Remove my wisdom tooth!"
Bring the woman flowers.She's in pain. Smother her in smiles and hugs.And tell her how cute she looks.
Thanks tha'd be great.
Adam and Sari might come see me later.
Go to The Barn,then stay over night.
Might,I say, because Adam's truck has a flat tire.
Damn to all the flats.
Well mmmmm I noticed I hadn't updated this bad boy in awhile.
So I felt the need to.
And did.
I have to stay on track,bitch. | | |
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